

I have a Confession- I.AM.A.FOOD.ADDICT!!! I mean... major bad.Some people struggle with Alcohol, shopping, or drugs.. mine is FOOD!! I'm constantly thinking about the next sweet i can put in my mouth.. i want all the bread, all the butter, and all the cheese and sour cream one can tolerate! I had a ROCKIN trainer back in Oregon, for the last 3 years, but here in Ga, forget it.. im not payin that kind of money and NO ONE compares to my Tina- Well, i'll admit, i have been slackin HARD core since i moved here and been enjoying the southern food a little more than i should. They aren't kiddin when they call it comfort food. Ya'll, my food pyramid is FLIPPED upside down. i seem to think that every meal needs to be some kind of sweet, and then maybe i'll eat some more things as a side dish. I was in THE BEST shape i have EVER been when i was 9 mo preggers almost 2 years ago with my 10 lb, 6 3/4 oz child!! WHat is my problem?! I have told myself that i have gotten out of hand!! i think everything has turned into marshmallow! Funny.. as i walked around the grocery store today, i SWEAR to you, i saw 2 endcaps of marshmallow cream and then displays of it on the bakery isle.. UH.. see.. they are talking to me and telling me to TONE UP!
So.. i uploaded some new tunes on my IPOD, (found $40 dollas worth of itunes gift cards from LAST christmas)since the last time they had been changed was all Highschool musical- this time, i went for a little lady Gaga, Britney and some good ol' Lue Bega ( remember HIM back in '99? Mambo Number 5?!) I hit it so hard at the gym tonight, with an hour cardio - i ran/walked on an incline and busted my chops, man.. i feel sorry for the persons behind me that had to see it all move - Think Kim Kardashian, or J-Lo- - I worked it SO hard, twice i almost threw up. THAT's what you call a GOOD workout.. bust it, til you feel like you're gonna burst!
I am doing my best to cut out sweets, and dairy- i will start journaling to really See what i shove into my mouth- could be scary!!! But i am determined to get back on my healthy living kick. I refuse to be a lazy mom, and guys.. i have my best friends wedding to be in MAY, as the Matron Of Honor and dont want to look back on pics and go.. EWWWWWWWWWWWWW! and Hilton Head island is calling my name this summer!!!
What's your Resolution?